IM HURTING, IM SCREAMING

WISH I WAS JUST DREAMING

IT FEELS LIKE I AM REALLY STEAMING

MY HEART DOESNT STOP BLEEDING

 

WHAT DA FUCK, TELL ME HOW

WHAT DA FUCK YOU WANT FROM ME NOW

WHAT R U SAYING, HAHA TAKE A BOW

IS THAT YOUR FUCKING XCUSE? OH WOW

 

YOU THINK YOU ACHIEVED YOUR VICTORY

BY USING THAT SMALL TIME TRICKERY

I CANT ANYMORE TAKE YOUR BICKERY

FOREVER MORE YOU JUST KEEP ON CONVICTING ME

 

WHY DO YOU PERSIST IN BREAKING MY HEART

HITTING AND SMASHING WITH WORDS SO SHARP

BREAKING IT LIKE GLASS AND SMASHING EVERY SHARD

AND THEN YOU BREAK MY BONES WHEN I TRY TO WARD

 

THEN YOU GOT THE AUDACITY TO SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME

THAT WE ARE TOGETHER BECAUSE WE'RE MEANT TO BE

AND YOU WONT STOP FIGHTING UNTILL I SEE

AND THEN YOU START ATTACKING ME MENTALLY

 

I FINALY GOT THE STRENGTH TO TELL YOU I'M DONE

AND I WANT YOU OUT OF MY LIFE, I TELL YOU BE GONE

YET I CRY AT NIGHT THINKING WE ARE HURTING SOME

THAT PICTURE PERFECT LITTLE SOMEONE

 

SHE WAS MY STRENTH DURING ALL THAT TIME

SHE MAKES ME SMILE LIKE WHEN A CHILD FINDS A DIME

SHE IS MY MUSIC MY WOODEN WIND CHIME

SHE IS MY LIGHT THAT DAUGHTER OF MINE

 

BUT YOU WENT AND FUCKING TOOK HER AWAY

YOU FUCKING BITCH YOU WILL GET YOUR DAY

VERY SOON I WILL ALSO GET MY FUCKING SAY

VERY SOON YOU WONT BE ABLE TO KEEP ME AT BAY

 

WHAT IS THIS NOW, WHEN I CALL, AWW SHAME DEAR

NOW ITS FLOWING DOWN YOUR CHEECKS MANY A TEAR

YOU,VE BEEN EXPOSED LIKE A SHEEP AT A SHEAR

I THINK ITS TIME FOR ME TO CRACK OPEN THAT BEER

 

YOU FEEL REMORSE WELL IT IS TOO LATE

I WILL TELL YOU THOUGH I DONT FEEL ANY HATE

I JUST FEEL HARD AND COLD LIKE A GRANITE SLATE

I FEEL LIKE I HAVE BEEN TORN APART LIKE A SHARKS BAIT

 

FINALY AFTER EXPRESSING ALL THAT, I FEEL CALM

NOW I JUST NEED SOME HEALING BALM

AND SOON MY PROBLEM WILL LOOK LIKE A PEA IN MY PALM

SO NOW I TURN OFF MY SIREN I TURN OFF MY ALARM.

                         Jaques